I’ve got a secret

People don't just die when their heart stops beating
People die when their soul has no will to go on
We die when we go threw judgment
Confusion and humiliation and can find no way out
No one kills themselves for attention

That girl you see smiling
She's got a secret
A secret secretly killing her
As her friends laugh
she looks at them in vain

She is just like everyone else
You see
Yet you would treat her Different
If you only knew her secret
You see
She stands there as still as a tree
Knowing
You would no longer be friends with her
Because you would feel she's
"Attracted to you"

That girl has told no one
her secret so it’s now consuming her
She will not win
She sits in her room
Crying,cutting,crying
Dying
Slowly, because she knows
You'll never know her the same either way

That girl you see
Laughing as hard as can be
Will never tell her secret you see
She sits silently next to you
Knowing she is locked in the shell society has put her in
Forever to be suffocated here until the last drop of will leaves her soul