Anticipation

For the sake of happiness

I hope that you choose well

I really want what's best for you

But here I am in hell

From the words of truest love 

I want you in your dream

For every thing you ever want 

However that may seem

I need for you to be fulfilled 

Even if not by me

But if I could do that for you

Extatic I will be

Forever I will be your friend 

I'll nurse you when you're sick

For you're  the best of the very best

And that's why you, I pick

I'll want for nothing in this world

If you are by my side

And since you will be either way

Least I can say I tried 

Once I gave my heart to you

I'll never take it back

For it was you that said to me

That we should make a pact

If happiness means something else

Then please pay me no heed

But you know well just as I do

That wants are not like needs

Please make your choice just for yourself

And not for her, nor me

Perhaps that's means do something else

Something we can't yet see. 

If I could give you everything 

Then you would have it all

In truth I hope that this means me

And more in love I fall.