What was I thinking?

Katelynn

Am I sill everything you need?

When your heart beats, does it beat for me?

When you think about love, is my love still yours?

What am I worth to you?

Am I still the girl you want to be with, even if that means forever?

What do I mean to you?

You were everything to me.

My heart use to beat a rhythm that has never beat for anyone else.

Love is a strong word, but when I said it to you... I mean ever thing.

You were worth whatever chaos that was brought to the table and able to get through it.

I hopped and dreamed that you were that guy for me.

My heart leaped for joy each time you talk to me because I know,

even though it's just a few words that I speak,

that you've crossed my mind.

Do I ever cross your mind?

Do I leave a mark?

Or am I just one to forget?

Do I turn you on at all when I kiss you?

Or am I just some other girl?

Does the sight of me drive you crazy?

Do I have your love?

Am I even enough?

Am I to the point where I just need to give up and go on with what life I've got?

It's the love that I thought you gave to me...

Come to realize that it wasn't real.

Where are you now?

I here that every night you're with a different girl.

Who knew my life would become such a lonely world.

I'm reminiscing and missing everything I thought we were.

But now my love is turning to anonymous, and

you're just some stranger that I don't want to miss.

The past can only hurt if you let it.

We all eat lies when we're hungry.

Did you even see us?

Cause I'm not seeing anything anymore?

  • Author: kate (Pseudonym) (Offline Offline)
  • Published: January 29th, 2018 22:59
  • Category: Love
  • Views: 18


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