I Wish I Could

I wish I could explain to you
Why I feel like this
I wish I could lay my story out like a book
And you could read
And understand
I wish I could just show you
What I feel when I'm this way
Show you the clouds inside my mind
And the bricks that weigh in my chest
Cause if I could only pick one person
To blow the clouds away
And help me with this weight
I wish I could choose you
But I can't lay my story out like a book
I can't give you my pages to read
I don't have the words to explain
What I feel is hard to write
And hard to say
And hard to think
So I'll do it alone
Cause I can never word it
But god dammit
I wish I could