Family

Family
The one’s I can trust
the people who love me for me
they will never judge me
family will always support me
my family loves me
But it all changed
they don’t see me the same
I walk around a house full of family
And I stand alone,
the silence is loud, tension is high
Why is the silence so loud ?
I’m breathing heavy
Heart is pounding
Family where are you ?
I can’t hear a sound
My family please
I NEED you now
Why can’t you hear me ?
Am I talking now ?
My lips are moving, but i’m not making a sound
Family please notice me !
I feel so alone
I’m on my knees
crying, screaming
But I forgot you can’t hear me
I’m all alone, room full of Family
but all I see is me, standing there
please rescue me !
I’m sorry forgive me please
I wish you could hear my cries for help
except i’m screaming at myself
What did you do ?
How could you have messed up now ?
They can’t hear you, you can’t tell them anyways
They’ll laugh in your face
Do you want to seem crazy ?
But they’re my Family
I beg of you one last time
Please hear my cries
As I sit in silence and watch you all stare
With only a hurt my family can repair