What if...

What if one day I met somebody who actually cared as much as I do what if one day I was able to smile and it not be forced what if one day I woke up and wanted to get out of bed what if one day life became enjoyable what if one day I was able to say I'm in a good place in life what if one day everything fell into place what if one day I felt normal for once what if one day I learned how to love myself what if one day I wasn't exhausted from overthinking what if one day I believed that all those things could happen to me what if one day I woke up from this crazy dream what if one day I just ended it all what if one day the world didn't know my existence what if just for one day I was able to be happy