why

Why am I doing this to myself why am I letting myself get wrapped up in somebody that's so toxic why am I developing these feelings for somebody who doesn't care why do I let him talk to me the way he does and say the things he says why have I put myself into this situation the outcome of this is not in my favor it's going to only end badly even though I'm slightly confused about some things but in reality it doesn't even matter I'm falling for somebody who is heartless and doesn't care about me I am a hopeless soul looking for happiness in a temporary person I am continuously setting myself up for failure when I'm around you I'm in a never ending cycle when it comes to heartbreak you are nothing but toxic to my being