Road to Recovery...still battling empty nest syndrome

many a december twenty forth gone by, whence wisp of carolers ghosts hauntingly adorn remembrance of sum... er things passed along tummy from ma late ma alm   compunction eruption viz: fruition, gumption interruption sans redemption how became re: born whereby this pop - bleary eye lids ready to droop   with his tired bones snapping and popping like jimmy crack corn an immediate need to succumb to sleep found me transfixed how blessings did a dorn mine attention riveted at shrouded foghorn echoing...choing...hoing   never knowing hands of time didst flap matthew scott harris, who yawned avast cingular gap countless decades swallowed un hap pulley lost soul within early twenty something years   devoid of inner GPS to help map and guide this stricken n fore lorn future pap though the hour (at time this got written) nsync kin rap pa head lee well nigh   closing in on six in the morn way before synapses snap crackle and pop, whereby the sage within mine psyche   waving a finger - tsk tsk - with mild scorn for forgoing to bed, yet... a powerful tsunami like force arose up when viewing the account of how tara - blank - became rent asunder and torn from an terrible accident of fate - though a miraculous recovery now worn.   now fast forward to recent past receding extremely fast as if powered by remnant cosmic blast resulting in avast   blurred montage flickr ring exercise regimen of running plus lifting weights - perhaps so many reps of a curl finds me applauding, huzzahing, and praising daughter's efforts...so you go girl   with all inner strength pell mell into fitness: disciplining molding, sculpting- yar body hurl testing your limits to the max whether across busy urban streets or... where landscape offers open space with pearl jam skies - in outlying less populated tracts - giving freedom to dance n twirl.   ye r so lucky tubby alive cuz immediate family, friends, relatives and now...this strange papa gives u high five without asking anything in return - since inspiration courses thru me   inducing thyself to strive and/ or if when fate decrees, thee will make an awesome counterpart who this older papa bloke would envy as ye possess inxs of strength to re:vive. ---------------------------------- blessing for sound health   upon waking every morning I offer silent benediction for the ability to revel with full faculty of this aging body still going strong where ability sans,   enjoying the simple pleasures available thru bodily senses plus cavorting, flirting, identifying simple pleasures in my nonsensical mien "inner child"   Woolworth more than money can buy yet of course if I did happen to be a lucky lottery winner could definitely relief anxiety and allow me to breathe easy yet, never do justice pitted against robust body, mind and spirit triage.