I am not your dog

I am not your dog.

You call me a bitch whenever you feel.

And perhaps this may be so.

But I am NOT your dog.

I am not a lesser human than you for any reason that may be in your mind.

I am not a lesser human than our child, despite what you may think.

I may be a little off at times but I feel and I feel and I feel...

I know the truth.

Yet,

I cannot steel myself to stop, to never cry again.

I know I am not the victim in any situation.

I’ll Never be the victim.

Life is unfair

I was always told kindness and truth would make me safe..

they missed the part about being determined

Always be determined.

Rotting of the brain is a slow process and only human

.......... Doubt ones’ self and there’s nothing left.

DO NOT DOUBT YOURSELF.

Sex me

feel me

sex me

 fear me

sex me

shame me.

Shave my soul and maim me.

Like a corn cobber shucking my skin

Come Con my mind

and then...

when you throw me into the wind...

Do not ever, ever, ever, understand me.

I am not your dog.