As I lay here

As I lay here my mind continuously races, as I lay here all I do is think about you, as I lay here I know I'm getting the help that I need, as I lay here I question why it had to be you, as I lay here I ask myself if I made the right decision, as I lay here I miss you more and more, as I lay here I start to dread facing the real world again, as I lay here I wonder if I can trust myself, as I lay here I question why I am the only one getting help, as I lay here I start to realize the progress I have made, as I lay here my thoughts start to become clear, as I lay here I tell myself I can do this, as I lay here I know I will become a better person, as I lay here I stop questioning my sanity