i dont care anymore

i dont care
i dont care
i dont care

being empty is so draining
so i need to recharge
but where are the batteries

all i do is sleep anymore
my dreams an empty canvas
i splatter my blood for some color
the silence screams at me
to shut the fuck up

what is this happiness
i hear so much about
everyone has that curve
and i can see all their teeth
my mouth doesnt open
and i think ill starve soon
but i dont care

i think i had what they have
but i must have dropped it
my daddy said i was disappointing
so i forgot to look for it

i should not be me
i should be different
i should be you
i dont know how to be you
please show me
show me how to care