Let in

I know this is every time but when we take our clothes off
what goes through your head
I hide the fact I’m still insecure when I take my clothes off
I wonder what you think when you see my body
Do you read it?
Or is it just a place that you settle in?
Or am I really the person you want in bed?
I know it’s my fault for not saying no
But when we take off our clothes
Are you really showing me how you feel
I know it’s my fault for giving you this
But when we take off our clothes
Do you mean it when you say “I love you” when we’re doing it
Or is it just a way you can get deeper between my thighs?
I shouldn’t cry when I know it’s my fault
But I shouldn’t have let you in
Or let you touch my skin