Dear Father

Dear Father,

How easy was it to forget?

Did those bottles help?

Did the pain ever go away?

Dear Father,

I have so many questions that you'll never answer.

Your not dead but your heart is cold, 

But it feels as if you've been dead since i was born.

Dear Father,

Why did you give up?

How come you never tried?

Is another daughter that much of an intrusion?

Dear Father, 

You have four kids,

But act like you only have three.

Was i that much of a mistake?

Dear Father,

Ive heard your explanations,

But have never received an apology,

And I've accepted that.

Dear Father,

No need to worry anymore,

Ive moved on with my life without you.

College is great by the way.