Just One More Smile

As I search the white clouds, softly clinging to my feet

In-between my bare toes, soothing and tickling as I go

My radiant skin feel so warm, on the fluffy sheet

On top the world viewing the magic whilst my steps are going slow.

A flock of the purest white doves, carefully guiding me 

Their sweet song depart my fears of quietly trespassing the holy strange.

I could not wait for a lifetime, God forgive me. I will get on my knees

For you, but my broken heart is stubborn and will not change

God, you know I want to forget but I can not, you have seen how hard I tried,

I will not go home it is too late to turn back, I am near

Not now! I have got nothing but only the lonely years, I cried

My hands tightly gripping the golden gates, weeping at the angel's voices that I can hear

Please let me into Heaven, with the word; "I am sorry". As I painfully crumble to the floor.

Just a sweet innocent smile from my angel, is all I need. I know he is here

Then I will go back home I swear. Just one more.

As the clouds tickle my bare feet, I know I am near

Lord, I will stand here at these stupid golden gates

For years and years, waiting for one more gorgeous smile ......

From my angel, in my tearful desperate straits   

As I sob, just how much have I been wandering, searching for miles