My Whispers

My whispers:

Let me embrace your mind, let my heart make love to yours. Let my lips speak sweet whispers of truth and motivation into the ears of the sweet monster that is you ..and melt away with every breath...In my whispers , I comfort you....in my whispers I meet the entity that rips your intelligence, the one that drowns your common sense the one that makes you bruise my brown skin...the one you cannot escape...makes you cry when you drink , puts you in a catatonic haze for it is not you, I am able to forgive but not forget....i meet that entity....i kiss it...i hug and pay my time and my attention...my body turns black as I sink into your version of love. I soothe those voices that torture you...I ease the pain of all of your life, take a piece of my light...take a piece of the undamaged parts of my heart ...chew them and feed your madness...Kill your pain and make it mine. So that I may lay with the demons and watch as my soul deteriorates so that yours may awaken and you become the Image of which i see you. Kill me and take my magic become all mighty. Sleepy eyes...i am now an entity...precious but so scary...but its okay. Look for me in the shadows of the used and abuse ...my smirk over everyones. Do you recognize me....? I cant scream out i cant reach out im stuck in this darkness i walked into. My life is gone...but my mind is not. You abandoned me as you sucked out my strength and peace...I forgive you....I forgive you...I forgive you.....I will rise...as soon as i remember how to.