Love

They all say im the perfect kid

But they dont realize that side of me died back in '09

Oh I wish they could see in my mind

The thoughts that have twisted

The ones that have corrupted

Now this new me forces this smile everyone will believe

And it isnt hard to dent that ive changed

Since this heart break changed me and left me with pain

That ended up in death 

But thats the price the price of regret

And thats only because love is bullshit

Love isnt roses and smiles its pain and butterflies in your stomach

Its a illusion for the mind and poison for the soul 

In the end love is destructive

Love will take away everything youve known 

Until you find the person that controls love easily 

The kind of person that makes your time stop when youre with them

But dont let time take them away because once time has gotten them

You wont see them again

And itll happen so slow

As time is forcing you to put your lover 6 feet deep

And come time to say goodbye

All you can do is stare at that open coffin

But next day at the funeral

You have to let them go

Rest in peace

6 feet deep 

As they rot

Than in the end you start spending your days with open bottles and open bibles

Wishing you can turn back time

Take back the loss

And take away the pain and take back every regret 

But time wont rewind

And the pain decides to remain

So the bottle ends up calming you and numbing you

Twisting you into a daze of confusion

Making you lost in your days

Trying to comprehend whats going on

But you cant really understand because everything is a blur

As you down more of those bottles 

Sitting next to your girls grave

Trying to figure out why did shit have to go that way

And why did shit have to end with her life

But no reasons come and you beg for a chance to fix what happened

So you turn to the gun look at the sky and say "baby im coming to make things right" 

With a ring of the gun another person is lowered down by love