Because of You

little lay lay

because i do

because i want to.

because it's vital

because i breathe for it 

because it's a necessity.

because i see no pattern

because i see no color.

because i'm drawn to you,

because of you

it's all for you.

all for you to process.

why, why

must you?

bid me good morrow

or bid me such sad sorrow.

bid me forgiveness

bid me unfaithfulness.

bid me your dreams

ecstasy dripping off the seams.

in between the gleam,

our nightmares come alive and are seen.

It's all your fault its over.

every other word is you, so it must be true.

I ask of such things that don't pertain, but i'm drawn to constant pain.

i wish i could rebuke it but its not at the palm of my hand my wrist shows every moment where i tried to disband.

the scars are left dark but the memory is left light, my heart rate speeds up maybe i will maybe i might.

 

 

NOT.

 

  • Author: lay lay (Pseudonym) (Offline Offline)
  • Published: March 19th, 2018 21:24
  • Comment from author about the poem: this poem is about being an emotional isolated person. when you are emotionally isolated you don't know how to feel or think because it is almost as if you never learned how to feel (i am not saying there is a proper way to feel but when you are emotionally isolated you think this way) what i mean by this is you necessarily don't really have the motivation to go out and be openly emotional. you pretty much want to be left alone and don't want to get hurt. Yet you make yourself learn how to open up and let your guard down until someone lets you down or hurts you and you realize you aren't as tough as you think you are when you isolate your emotions because you actually wear your hearts on your sleeves undercover. and being emotionally isolated can actually cause you to be a very sad person and cause you to make harmful decisions.
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