I Really Loved You

You could have saved me,
you could have been here.
Your absence failed to block my fall,
all you've caused is pain and fear.
Where have you been?
I never see you around.
There's no more affection,
you don't even make a sound.
Speaking seems so limited,
the privileges are long gone.
I keep on trying,
why am I still hanging on?
You're now like a bar of soap,
you tend to slip away.
I can feel the bond breaking,
nothing is feeling okay.
I am hurt,
got a lot to say.
If only you would try,
we could go a different way. I should've known,
was so stupid to trust.
I really did love you,
my heart's going to rust.