I'm No Better Then Him

 The days are quicker, as they're passing by.

Im frozen solid, as I sit and cry.

How did this happen, what have I done.

I've screwed up, and hurt the wrong one.

I try to fix things, again and again.

And in return, I hurt my best friend.

How did this happen, how did I fail.

To get her to tell me, "You better just bail"

I had the answers, at least I thought I did.

I wanted so bad, to save her kid.

It goes to show you, Im a worthless friend.

Things always turn out, not the way I intend.

Im so heart broken, things went wrong.

Words can't explain it, not even a song.

God its you turn, I should have never tried.

I stood there tall, And boasted my pride.

I became just like, the one she ran from.

I became reckless, and endangered her son.

I am deeply sorry, and will continue to pray.

Its all I can offer, On this depressing day.

Only one question though, why be my friend.

When the evil you fight, Im no better than him.