A world falling apart

In a world falling part I stand in the middle,
Thinking,
Too real,
Too dark,
Too stupid,
Not enough to show my true colors,
My true thoughts,
What I think about them,
What I think about you,
What I think about myself.
Maybe I can't get my feelings out,
Because I know the real world,
When you think this world is still colorful,
But you know the truth deep inside,
That we are all Grey,
We are all sad,
We are all...
Unhappy.
Too unhappy to cry,
Too unhappy to say the truth,
Too unhappy to act unhappy,
And where I stand In this world,
A world of lies,
Of hate,
Despair,
Who am I to speak these words?
I am,
I am nobody,
Nobody at all,
No one you should listen to for wisdom,
No one you should listen to for advice,
I'm not asking you to listen,
You didn't have to listen,
But you did,
I'm not happy or sad you did,
I just know you listened,
that's where I stand,
In a world of darkness,
In a world of unhappiness,
In a world of stupidity,
In a world falling apart,
I stand in the middle.