Not your average dreamer

I think I enjoy being a night person,
I'm one of those people that barely sleeps,
I take naps don't get me wrong,
But I can't remember a time where I've slept for more than six hours in I don't even know how long,
My doctor said it's insomnia,
My parents said it's my phone,
My therapist thought it was my music,
They said if I took these pills closed my eyes and lay in silence that I could dream of the things normal teens see in their dreams,
But why would I want that?
Why would I want to sleep to the sound of that average beat,
The same sound everyone else falls asleep to?
No that's not me,
If im being honest,
I'd rather fall asleep to the thoughts of writing you this poem,
The thoughts of your face when you read it,
Or the way you'll hug me when we see each other in the morning,
I don't like to sleep because it's takes away from my mind's time with you,
I've had many dreams in my lifetime,
And yet none of them have compared to the one where I wake up next to you.