Suicide

Suicide

I am without your love

I am beside myself

I cannot control my emotions

I really need help

My wrists are slit

My blood it pours

The pain is there

Behind closed doors

I cover it with a smile

I say that I am okay

I wish I wasn’t here

Not alive today

I hate what I am

I hate what you see

I wish I was dead

It’s meant to be

Why must I hurt

Why is the pain there

Why am I casted

Nobody cares

I am just that “weird kid”

That sits in the back

That fakes his own smile

But his mind is under attack

I tried and I failed

Now I am here

Hanging by a thread

My mind is a road that I cannot steer