Open

If only I could replace the memory
Wipe out the memory
Tape over the memory
Plays like a video in my mind
You say your fine but you bring it up all the time when youre not aware
Brings me a scare when I can’t go a day without thinking about it
Ruins my day
Ruins my week
Makes me weak

But I’m not
Just when you think your getting better
You get a bad day
Alone with your thoughts
To long
Makes you think
Makes you feel
But not the feelings you want
Find yourself writing poems about it
Showing people
Hoping someone asks what’s wrong
So you feel like you have someone
But all you feel
Is yourself getting weaker
Craving attention
Desperate need to be asked what’s wrong
What’s wrong with you at the moment?
But you won’t even open up