Favor

Tonight you told me it was over. You told me that I was wrong and what I did was wrong. You told me that I made a bad decision and I should have thought about it. Tonight you told me that not only did I lose a lover but I also lost a friend. Tonight you told me that you no longer trusted me. Tonight you told me that I’m the bad guy. You told me these things as tears poured down my face and as I pretty much begged for forgiveness. You told me these things as we sat in her car. Tonight you told me those things as you got ready to go back home to her. Tonight you told me those things knowing you have been in a relationship this whole, 4 years to be exact but I knew. You treated me as if you were my boyfriend, but you were not. You said it was you and only you even though it wasn’t me and only me, as a matter of gave it was just me occasionally when it was convenient for you. Tonight you told me that it was over, but tonight you did me a favor....