With the rope around my neck

lottierose

What would happen if I were to delete my exsitance, would I really be missed.

Would my pale breathless body be kissed; as I slip into a care free afterlife.

As the rope closes in and my feet fall down .Will anyone express more than just a frown. Will I turn anyone’s life around .

As my eyes begin to close and I’m greeted with the stars. My feet lift of the chair and leave behind the tortured past. I’m no longer trapped and weighed down by the world. 

This world was not meant for me, it seems I was born in the wrong place at the wrong time .As though my life ending brings a justice not a crime.

As I look down from heaven at the blurred faces below I see the pain I have brought to the ones that cared.

My mum in a trance, emotionless and still

My Dad a mess tearing himself apart 

My Bestfriend all alone left with a broken heart.

Because leaving this world would not end my pain . Would have no gain , would be insane because suicide does not end the pain it just passes it on to the ones we love.

 

  • Author: lottierose (Offline Offline)
  • Published: April 10th, 2018 04:44
  • Comment from author about the poem: I am not suicidal but wanted to post this to spread the message that suicide is not an option. If you are feeling suicide there is always a light at the end of the tunnel so do not give up Xo
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  • Daveyboyz

    A grim topic, and the most common killer of young men currently. Life can be stormy but you have to believe eventually the sun bound to shine if you hold out for it.

  • Eugene S.

    Yes indeed. We all have to live for those around us. Anything less has the roots of sefishness.



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