another aching heart..

i knew the heart break was coming
i had been careless with my kisses again along with my loving.

the nights you left me alone worrying
the nights my heart hurt for you and i couldn’t stop crying
those were the nights i knew you couldn’t love
or maybe it was me that let us fade into the sad clouds above.

all i knew was i cared for you like nobody else
you stopped texting me cause you needed space, i almost fell to tears when i saw your face.

how could the best times i’ve ever had be with a boy who never really cared for me
i never said i loved him because i knew that he didn’t love me.

i drive down the road where i ran my fingers through your hair, with your lovely eyes on the road i remember all i could do was stare.

i felt like you were going to be mine that night
but i was wrong because my heart aches and my eyes drown when you’re in my sight

you were my lovely heartbreak
and you were my dreamy boy in my favorite dream and i was forced to wake.