An Angel’s Heart

Under the thick cover of madness
Staved and feeling breathless without love.
Thorns and roots tangles my heart in an awful mess
People always say stay away. Disgusted with my core for the above. 
All the time wasted alone, crying
tears echoed in my empty room, my empty head, my empty heart.
Feeling lonely but I was lying.
to my heart, to myself, whilst falling apart.

Decades and decades of patience. 
Searching in the deep dark night for my secret star. 
For his magical love, it makes nothing but perfect sense
and so so real it seems. His beat I can hear, tells me he is not far.
 
No one else will capture my red hot core,
my surreal sole or steal my will.
Not a chance, I know what I am waiting for
My pure angel, my angel to guide me over rivers and hills.
My only angel to love me
because no human has the loving drum
That loudly beats inside of me, for free.
We can sit upon white clouds and listen to the hum
created from our hearts and together will can be