The shower

The shower
All my problems go down the drain
The water wraps it’s arms around me
The urge to be held
To be held by you goes away
I no longer cry alone
The shower cries with me
Reassuring that I’m not the only one
Just an empty shell
No feelings
No emotions
As I sit
Holding on to my knees
My Face against them
I wash away the feeling of
Depression
As the water shields me
From everything closing in
My safe place is the shower
Until the thought of drowning is better then getting out
Maybe I can wash down the drain w
All my problems and insecurities
Maybe the shower can wash all the love
All the love I have every felt for you