WILD LOVE👁💋

Sitting Here.. Going Through All Of These Pictures On My Phone,

These Beautiful Memories Replaying Of What Once Felt Like Home.

Sometimes... I Just Wish I Can Rewind,

Back When I Was Yours And You Were Mine,

A Friendship Just Like Ours Will Forever Be Hard To Find.

We Knew We Were Different, We Had This Amazing Connection,

Kinda Hard Doing This Alone, It’s Like I’m Losing Direction.

I Know That You Shouldn’t Even Be Crossing My Mind,

But How Is That Possible When I Still Dream Of You All The Time?

9 Years Of Pain, I Lost My Mind Trying To Chase You,

I Won’t Lie I Really Tried My Hardest To Hate You.

But How Can I? When I Remember The Times You Were There,

The Times It Felt Like I Had No One And You Were The Only One That Cared.

Yea I Know I Fell In Love, And I Was All About You,

I Was Your Lover Then Your Friend, You Always Had Me Confused.

It Still Hurts Me Knowing That You Went And Spread All Those Lies,

The Only Girl In The World Who Can Hurt Me And Leave Me Paralyzed.

But Nevermind All Of That.. Feelings Come And Go,

It’s The Friendship I Took Seriously, It’s What I Cared About The Most.

We Were Both Broken, But We Knew It Wouldn't Last Us Forever,

That’s Why It Hurts Everytime We Hear Ivan B’s

‘OUR TIME TOGETHER’.

Do You Remember The Lorde Concert At The Houdini Mansion?

Do You Remember Dressed Up For Taraji’s Show? God You Were Such A Distraction.

All That Damn Anxiety We Had On ‘The World Of Dance’,

Both Drooling Over JLO Thinking We Both Had A Chance.

And How About Those Late Nights We Drove Til' The Sun Came Up?

All Those Crazy Nights We Had After Setting A Couple Up?

You Think We Can Ever Get Passed This And Just Fucking Make Up?

Because Without You By My Side Almost Makes Me Wanna Give Up.

Everywhere I Go And Everything I Fucking Do,

There’s Always Something I See That Reminds Me Of You.

If I Stop And Listen.. I Can Hear Your Stupid Laugh,

All The Jokes, All The Adventures, I Just Wish I Had Them Back.

Every Night I Sit Outside And Just Stare At The Moon,

It Reminds Me About The Times It Felt Like It Was Just Me And You.

I Know Right Now Were Not Speaking Cause' Of Another Stupid Fight,

Still I Wanna Say Thank You, Because Of You I Love To Write.

Sometimes I Just Wonder.. Do You Ever Think About Me?

Do You Ever Reminisce And End Up Writing About Me?

Do You Cry When You Listen To Songs That Remind You Of Me?

Do You Ever Wish You Had Your Best Friend Back... Just Like Me?

Deep In My Soul I Feel Like We Really Needed This Space,

Cause’ When We Get Too Close, Emotions End Up All Over The Place.

Our Past Keeps Trying To Hurt Us.. So Much Shit Went Unanswered,

But The Universe Knows Aint No Love Like One From A Taurus And A Cancer.

I Went Out For A Drive Last Night.. Cause’ I Really Couldn’t Sleep,

I Just Kept Wishing You Were Right Here Back In My Passenger Seat.

You Had All My Attention.. With You Is Where All My Time Was Spent,

I Put My Music On Shuffle And Suddenly I Heard ‘HEAVEN SENT’

Remember When You Played It, And Said It Was Our Song?

What If I Told You I Still Play It And Think Of You All Day Long?

If I Told You I Fuckin Miss You Would I Be In The Wrong?

I Know Way Deep Down You Care For Me, I Just Wonder For How Long?

I Miss You, And I Love You.. I Mean It As A Friend,

Even Though You Hurt Me Twice, I Never Want Us To End.

I Know I Sound Crazy Cause' I Know You Don't Really Care,

You Never Really Loved Me, We Just Had Memories That We Shared.

I Loved You Way Too Much, Tried My Hardest To Prove It,

I Write So Many Songs About You, Cause' My Heart Makes Me Do It.

I Know You Really Don't Need Me, But There’s So Much We Need To Discuss,

I Just Really Wanna Know What You Meant When You Said..

“IT SHOULD’VE BEEN US”