Broken

I still get the urge to call you

Even though I know you’re not thinking the same 

I still think about you almost all the time

Even though I know I am not on your mind 

I still want to be with you 

Even though I know you’re toxic for me 

You’ve broken me in many ways that my heart can no longer bare to feel 

I still think about the memories we’ve shared 

Even though I know to you they’re just past events 

I still want to tell you how I feel 

Even though I know it wouldn’t change a thing