JUST ME

I’ve learned to be me

A lot sooner than I thought it would be

I know more than you know

See more than you see

This my story

The end of the end

The tale of tragedy, pain

And the one friend

In my head

My voices scream and they shout

Every moment I want to drop dead

Maybe my salvation is in letting them out

Every one has a tale to tell

Everyone has their own hell

But let me tell you my dear friend

My life never begun, it’s been the end

My demons batter and bruise me

But I hide it so no can see

It’s easy to fake a smile

To convince them I’m okay for a while

Life isn’t always fair

Is what people say

But darling, no one cares

Time always makes you pay

First you’re too fat

You starve yourself for approval

Then you’re too skinny

Suddenly you pray for your removal

Death is what I’ve yet to meet

But maybe he’ll save me a seat

On second thought probably not

I’ve tried to call for death before

But even he left me to rot

No wants me

No one will care

I’m not me or who you want me to be

Like they say, life aint fair

So fuck society

Fuck anyone who doesn’t like me

I wont be here for long

No use staying where you don’t belong