There no light anymore

Everything gone there nothing left to feel

but the pain that grows everyday

what if he never died

what if he didn’t take his own life

what if I was a better friend

that’s all I hear 

I don’t see any light

i don’t see a way out

would it really be so bad 

if I just stopped right here

because no one notices that I’m not okay

and no one cares that I die a little every day

and no one cares that all the pain is eating me inside 

they only see the smile

thats why it’s time 

for me to stop