Unknown Feelings

Sometimes I believe if all of its real

Maybe its just an delusion, maybe its just a trick

But my mind cant get over it, feeling so unreal

Will I ever know the truth, will my wish be fulfilled

Looking at the sky, as if it was the highest point

So wide open, but no sign of hope

In this wretched world, it can be a disappoint

Maybe its really not bad at all, maybe its just my scope

Given deep thoughts, to all my surroundings

How can it be so rare to find such a treasure

 Will it be deep in the ocean,no, there must be something else

Regarding my hope, there might be no cure for that im sure

After all in my mind its all a mess

Not even god can find a way

Not even a little wish can make it rain

For my thoughts are either unfair

For my thoughts i shall rest my case

Not even god can help my thoughts, not at all.