Deceived

It's a minute before the hour,

but I know that you'll be late.

I know when you go to her.

I've known, but still I wait.

I wonder what excuse you'll give,

how you will explain.

You don't know how it is to live,

never getting used to the pain.

You said that it was over,

and I believed.

How could I be so blind,

to be so fully deceived?

I don't know what to say.

I'm not sure what to do.

I can't understand why

I'm still in love with you.

You went back to her

the first chance she gave.

You didn't care about our love,

or was it even ours to save?

But in my heart I already know.

Saying goodbye is never easy to do,

but it's killing me now

because I'm saying it to you.