My Safe Place

You were someone I could go up to and know that nothing was going to hurt me. But then you did something I never thought you would you…

You hurt me. Someone who I thought would always keep me out of harm. My Prince, My King, and One True Love.

The things I used to call you and now I can't even say your name without crying. I miss your hugs. Now when you hug me after our fight. All I want to do is stay in your arms forever. Cause I felt safe again. You were my safe place.

And on days where I feel like breaking down and all I want to do is die. All I want to do is hug you and be held by you. To feel safe in your arms. You are my safe place.

Now that I have my safe place back again, I feel weird about it. Like he has left me for so long that it will never be the same.

How do I get my safe place back? Does my safe place even love me again? Did those feelings fade away after I told them never to hurt me again?

If he does still love me then I will let myself love again. If he doesn't love me then I will let him go and I will let him get the life he devices.

Now that you see me as I truly am. What are you thinking? Are you thinking? Should I stay with her? Is she really worth it? Can she really make me happy?

I have questions of my own. How are we going to work? Are you going to hurt me again? Do you still love me the way you used to? Do I make you happy? And finally, Will I be happy with you again?