Lost Love

I've witnessed fake love. Fake hope.
I've made decisions...based on love.
Foolish.
I've cried over my mistakes. That never fixed anything.
I've tried to love again. There goes another loss to love.
I don't want to wait for love.
Yet, 'Patience is a virtue' I'll still repeat.
Now it's a haunting lust I want no part of.
I have heart. You know...a humble mindset. No I'm not sure if it exists anymore.
I've lost the will to love. I gave it my best.
It was only my worst.
Never again...will I love and hurt.
Next time, I'll be it to the hearse.