Straight From Above

I fight and strive to be the person you want me to be
But that I can not be
So leave me be
Let me go
I don’t know
Why I’m alive
I must die
Take away and begin to sigh
My temporary soul must fly
I try and see what you see
But all I see in me
Is darkness and pain
And longing for rain
A dark rain
Bringing out the insane
Deranged lunatics
Stalking the innocent that smile
For happiness is a hell
Found by those blinded by the falsehood of love
So called by those above
Dark and morbid is who I am
I care not for your sympathy or your help
Just let me be
Don’t feel sorry for me
For I don’t need you or your love
Straight from above.