In our minds

You don’t need me,

You never really did.

I can tell from the way we Talk now that, it was all an idea in our heads that we thought,

would work..

Well now that idea that is implanted in my head,

Is all i can think about..

It takes over my mind like the sweeping darkness that creeps into my room at night, whilst going through every scenario that i could of had with you.

I know that i need you, 

I just wish you could see,

Maybe it was always just to to be,

a nice idea,

In our minds,

Until our life’s are out of time.

You don’t need me i know that.

But hopefully one day,

I wont need you.

One day ill be free, 

From the demons that terrorise me.

Ill be okay, ill be fine, its all just in my mind,

Its okay to feel this way, the doctor will say, you can beat this, without anymore drugs & alcohol, you will be free.

One day you will be okay...