What is in my head

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I'm sad.

I'm tired.

I cry myself to sleep

I take on too much

I don't give myself a break

I try to see good but I don't

I can't sleep so I take pills

I read to escape

I feel like when we needed it my family was abandoned

I don't trust men

I'm scared of cars driving by

I'm a pushover

I'm getting help but

I'm scared

I want to do well in school

I don't know how to show how I'm feeling

I'm A TEENAGER and it's why I'm like this to some

my heart is pounding but my pulse is fine

I'm not very book smart

I'm not street smart

My head goes a 2 million miles an hour

I feel lonely

I don't know how to deal with family

My panic attacks are getting worse, but I have to deal

I'm so scared all my friends and family will leave me

That's my head