Redoubtable Pestiferous Nemesis

rew4er2nail

 

Affliction with mental illness beasts sans,

depression, panic/ anxiety

obsessive compulsive disorder

didst for most of my lix splitting life zap

psychological state plagued with

sweaty palms, irritable

bowel syndrome, mind chatter

constantly doth yip and yap,

whereby extensive stretches of time

bore cerebral torture

housing invisible

mailer daemon nemesis bubble wrap

ping entire corporeal to suicidal ideations

to escape once and for all asphyxiating,

gamesomely hectoring imps,

nauseating non-apparent trap

regularly pitching emotional

welfare to and fro,

hither and yon, thence

lashing out at self - summarized

with the non medical term,

yet descriptive word "snap"

though a half dozen medications

(listed as follows) alleviate

sensation akin to feeling

besieged, and pugilistic-ally rapped,

yet (Quetiapine tab 300mg,

Clomipramine cap 50mg,

Fluoxetine cap 40mg,

Fluoxetine cap 20mg,

Busipirone tab 15mg,

and Clonozepam tab 0.5mg)

prior to prescriptive palliatives,

aye experienced

debilitating quality of life, thus I accept

function-able, manageable

unfortunate side effects such,

viz thinning hair,

necessity to take daily nap

abdominal weight gain, where love handles

replaced wash board stomach, adipose tissue

not quite spilling o'er me lap

 

so in summary burden of proof

no longer tethers Sisyphean rolling rocks

interestingly enough this figurative lid locks

akin to sealing schizoid "Pandora box).

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

  • Author: rew4er2nail (Offline Offline)
  • Published: May 30th, 2018 15:35
  • Category: Sad
  • Views: 21
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