Lilith

Alone as a child i was.
Despite being reaoly outgoing.
Alone I was until they arrived.
To save me from being alone.

At first they were nice and we played fun games together.
We laughted and smiled and had a fun time.
Until one day.

A new friend showed up.
She called herself Lilith.
At first she was nice and sweet like the other.
But I noticed that they were going away.
I knes that meant Lilith was here to stay.

Lilith at first made me do small things like not talk or think in a different way.
But it escalated quickly.

She started making me do horrible things.
To myself and others.
And soon I was alone again.

But then Lilith reminded me I still have her.
But was I me who has her?
Or was it her who has me?

The fact she has stood by me proves the former.
However, the cuts on my arms and pain ive caused others prove the latter.

So I tried to her.
I tried so hard.
But in the end im too weak.
And now we are interwoven as mind and body.