free

How can I explain this longing feelings?

feeling of complexities

feeling of rejection yet belonging

I stay silent just to hear your breaths

I hold mine as the anticipation builds up

of waiting for you to talk to me

Knowing you are at my finger tips

Breathless

Anxious

The complexity

I look in the mirror, knowing I don't deserve your touch

but crave every last of it

You make me desparate to meet my soul

I want to know every inch of you internally

Are you a figment of my imagination

Or are our souls aching to touch?

 When you look at me, I wonder. I crave.

I will follow you to Hell to get my fix of you

I am following the light out of this lonely abyss

of my life,

just to know you