The Voices In My Head..

darknessrises

All I can here are the voices in my head

All they are trying to do is kill me and at this point i think should just give in

There are no tears that I shed 

Can’t control myself all I do is drink gin

Nothing in my life goes how it should 

I’m trying to stand here tall and proud 

My head is in a place that is no longer good

The voices in my head get loud

I hate my life

I just want it to all end 

at this point i should just end it all with this knife

I have tried everything even pretend

To make it all better 

But nothing in this life is meaningful enough to stay

This is my good bye letter

My head just feels like it’s a raceway

All these suicidal thoughts on my head

All these thoughts and voices are just racing around and around inside my head and i just wish it would all stop

i want my story to be spread

Don’t be sad that I’m dead

This is just how it became 

My life had nothing

I’m heading to hells flame and i have no shame

it is my time 

Please don’t send help 

It’s not worth it 

My voice isn’t worth anything not even a dime

I’m just a welp

Fuck it I quit 

 

  • Author: darknessrises (Pseudonym) (Offline Offline)
  • Published: June 15th, 2018 08:23
  • Comment from author about the poem: IMPORTANT!!!This is the stuff i go though on a day to day basis and I want to spreed it so the others like me who deal with the same stuff as me will always know they are not alone in this fight and to also spreed it to everyone else to make it more aware-full. Please spreed this.
  • Category: Sad
  • Views: 23
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  • orchidee

    I can't 'understand' this in one way, not having experienced it, or not to this degree. Writing about it can help, hopefully bringing peace to troubled mind.

  • FineB

    Hello darknessrises,

    I have worked in mental health in the past and I understand what you are going through.

    Please be strong. Stay the course with life. You are much stronger than you think.

    A deep vivid poem on your experiences.Thank you

    Keep writing
    FineB



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