Lovesick

Another month of heartbreak

A feeling of ache I can’t break

Actions that shake.. Me to my core

More shit to add to my  fucked up lore

Inside my head it's just guts and gore galore

A girl said she loved me, but did she mean it

Or was the guilt of her lying to much to admit

Shit, I can take hit

But there only so much I can take before a break

And it seems any love i find turn up fake

My god.

The 2nd girl had me in a wrap, her words intoxicating

Which makes this even more frustrating,

Does she mean what she means says, she has a boyfriend

Why was she flirting with me the way she did, does this pain have no end

Cause everytime I hit send, I gamble my emotions

And I come home empty handed

I feel stranded

Life keeps slapping me backhanded

I wanna give up, but I won't

I can’t