Lost

Been awhile since I felt like myself
Feelin like I lost myself
Lost my wealth, feelin like a good book on a shelf
Collecting dust
Been forgotten
Grown rotten
on the inside..but not out
So don’t doubt,
Girl if I go and fuck this up
Don’t go nuts, Tried to warn that I’ve been changed
Wanna be good for ya but I ain’t the same
Thought I could stay in my lane but it’s like my brain has been rewired
Grown tired
of givin effort nah the pressure to me ain’t worth it and I know you deserve it but I guess you can say I sorta lost a purpose to try to fix shit if it ain’t workin
Nah I ain’t hurtin
Grown numb to that like I’m frost bitten
Been committing my time to writing rhymes
My design is intertwined with somethin that reminds you of a time when you felt alive cause I called you mine
I know you feel that still
I know you feel that will
To love