That girl

That girl.  Because of that girl everyone said i changed but i didnt change i just simply didn’t put up a faćade anymore. She saw the real me and that was enough. I told her things i never told anyone. I trusted her with my secrets which i dont do. That girl showed me something i thought i had lost, she showed me that i could care again. Did things Turn out the way i wanted no they didn’t, but that girl is still amazing and beautiful. I made a friend and i will live in the memories of how good it was when it was good. That girl will always hold a part of me. Will I rush into another relationship no, eventually yeah but for right now no. I know that I’ll hear things that i won’t like. But my phone will always be on for her. Does it make me an idiot? No, I’ll be here if she ever needs me. Does some part of me wish i could make it work? Of course like i said she’s amazing. We tried and it just didn’t happen. Still that girl is amazing. No one will ever know how close we actually got and I’m ok with that because i know at one point in time i was her light i showed her that there was better in the world and that for me is enough. She helped me and i helped her.  That girl will always be special 🧡