Depression-my personal medication
Close my eyes, focus on the sensation
Becoming numb to the slow sedation
No stopping it now, so I embrace the situation
Anxiety for the rush-adrenaline
Wondering if i’ll ever feel okay again
It’s always been there like a good friend
Breathing harder now-need the ventolin
My dignity, they devour
My emotions have the power
They’re making the calls
I watch my courage as it falls
The daily doses it increases
Feel my sanity as it siezes
Consumes my body like deadly diseases
Not my whole story this is just the thesis
I hate this disorder
Feeling like a mental hoarder
Who i am buried under the nonsense
Can no longer hear my conscience
Realizing this is who i am
Thinking i was more was a personal scam
So i’ll suppress it as a means to cope
But reality’s got me positioned in it’s scope
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Spasm
My vision wobbles, causing unrest
Pain in my arm, moving to chest
Brain throbbing, migraine in tow
Breathing shallow, quiet & slow
Heart begins racing & pumping in vain
Body on overload, beginning to strain
Body vomits, releasing its waste
Burning toxins are all I can taste
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Amphetamines, Painkillers, Benzodiazepines, Diazepam
Tranquilisers, Morphine, Overdose, Speed, Heroin
Cocaine, Prozac, Paracetamol, Amitriptyline
Opium, Overdose
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Stomach cramps & muscles contort
Losing consciousness, my mind distorts
My senses fail, depression hits
Hands tremble, I begin to fit
My voice is lost, unable to scream
Fog enters my final dream
Body heavy feeling like lead
Thank those pills, I'm almost dead.
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I love this, so much more beautifully and creatively written than mine. Thank you for taking the time to read.
Well masterful work! Both yours and unsubs poems are strokes of genius! “through pain we learn, through life we live, taking each day as a precious gift, some days we smile some days we cry, this is the burden of this spiritual I “
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