feels like only yesterday

But it feels like only yesterday

I remember the first time I saw you
I remember the first time I met you
I remember the first time we spoke
I remember the first thing you wrote

I remember smiling every time your name popped up
I would change your name non stop
it'd go from elite and cute
till the girl That's literally mute

I remember all the times
I remember calling you mine
But there's something you should know
Yeah there's something I can't show

when I see you staring at me
there's so many things I'd rather see
I always get this lump in my throat
and it can be hard to stay afloat

There so many things I wanted to say
but I could not but help but push you away
it's my fault it's yours it's everyone's flow
But in the end I couldn't stay but go

But there's something that I always think
and it's weakening my bones my chains and my links
it feels just like yesterday that we would go for walks
It feels just like yesterday we would stay up and talk

And you'd make me laugh so I couldn't sleep
you'd make weird noises that words couldn't speak
oh it feels just like only yesterday that you broke my heart
It feels just like yesterday we were right at the start

It feels just like only yesterday when we came to an end
It feels just like yesterday when we would make amends
and your eyes were like everything that I would adore
rainbows and flowers and it always hit me straight to the core

It feels just like yesterday we went and got High
It feels just like yesterday I waved you goodbye
it feels just like yesterday that we would hug for hours
it feels just like yesterday when I would buy you flowers

It feels just like yesterday when you'd call my name
you'd call me on over and I'd blush but not of shame
I'd smile and go red all over my face
cause the sound of your voice made my heart race

and it feels just like yesterday when you would steal my hat
you'd wear it to annoy me and I was fine with that
Cause it feels just like yesterday when you'd run to me
and it feels just like yesterday when you helped me go pee

Oh it feels like only yesterday you were helping me drink
I was too drunk to do it but you helped me in a blink
you'd sit and feed me drink through a black straw
you'd sit and cuddle up to me as I would sit and draw

you'd look at me for hours just wondering what to say
and I'd stare at you right back because I felt the Same way
it feels like only yesterday I walked you to your mum
it feels like only yesterday I learned what you'd become

Oh it feels just like yesterday when you were playing with my hair
you'd play with it for hours and I would sleep but you didn't care
oh it feels like only yesterday when I hurt you in the dark
I didn't mean to kiss her but we worked it out and went to the park

oh it feels like only yesterday you took me into the tree
We cuddled and kissed for ages you just smiled staring at me
and all my thoughts were oblivious cause I was happy you were there
and every time you left it was deadly, so hard to bare

we'd sit in the bathrooms and stare down at the street
we would sit and talk for hours till we were stuck to the seat
And it feels just like only yesterday when you first held my hand
and your fingers sat tracing the lines along my palm

Oh it feels just like yesterday when we first kissed
it's a feeling I can't describe and one I really miss
because it feels just like yesterday that I was still in love
and my head were in the clouds just way on up above

it feels just like yesterday when I done my first drum roll
it feels just like yesterday when you told me what you stole
it feels just like yesterday when you first bit my lip
and it bleeded and busted and you had such a tight grip

but that was only yesterday and today is totally new
but the question I keep asking is
Am I still in love with you?