Insecure

chana

    I wasn’t suppose to be there 

Or stay near you

She loved you from afar 

I barely knew you 

You wasn’t my type of guy

I wasn’t quiet enough to be yours 

10 desks away or back stage

Backed up in the corner

I was in the dressing room 

You were on stage

I didn’t have rosey cheeks 

Or lengthy legs 

I couldn’t give you a hand 

Without making you beg 

I couldn’t give you glasses

So I can see you better 

I couldn’t give you long hair

With Adidas sweater 

Couldn’t give you the world 

Without a slight headache 

Discovered her still on the floor

From underneath your bed board 

     I wasnt suppose to be there 

Or get myself attached

I shouldn’t have lead you on

Without keeping a lie 

I found the text between y’all 

Your apology was an excuse

I don’t have lengthy legs 

No where to run too

From you 

 

  • Author: Curls (Pseudonym) (Offline Offline)
  • Published: July 16th, 2018 01:14
  • Comment from author about the poem: Immature doubts of one self and comparison of those before who once held a great deal. Actions leading up to this point , making the first person realize they are not enough
  • Category: Reflection
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