Hearts gone

Deep soul
Not happy
but nobody knows
hearts froze
Heavy like weight in the gym
but av never bin
Deep hole
Looking for the ladder
Cry ever time ah look in the mirror
Body getting thinner
Nightmares like Freddy
Always jump that ferry
Cant get away from the life that led
Follows like a shadow
Drink from barrel
Got scares on ma head
like an arrow
Wears that towel
Blood sweat and tears
Bin running for years
No plan
Just wish god
would call sooner
Blood clots
filled with venom
Am living in hell
THIS ant heaven